Snuggle Up

Typing with one hand is pretty tedious; and these days at least one of my hands always seems to be holding a baby, a book, or a train. So, the writing portion of my blog will be considerably shorter.  Autumn is now two weeks old.  She is doing great, although during the day when the house is full of tons of noise and commotion she escapes the chaos by sleeping. Then at night when all is still and quiet she decides its time to be awake and alert, and NEEDY! Its not that we mind loving on our little girl, we adore her snuggles and seeing her pretty eyes taking in the world around her.  Its just that at one in the morning we also love to sleep.  We are trying to just enjoy it as much as possible, because we know that all too soon these sleepy snuggle days will be over, and we can catch up on our sleep then.  She is sure a sweet baby and since my only complaint is that she wants to be with Jake and I at night I know we are very lucky.

Life has started to fall back into a routine and it feels good.  The three kids and I have been making trips to the park and trying to soak up a little sunshine since it has finally decided to return.  I have even made it a whole week without crying so either the sunshine is helping or my hormones are finally leveling out a bit.  We took Autumn on her first hike on Saturday. It was so fun to get out as a family again.  The trail led to a train track and Hudson and Ellie thought it was the greatest thing ever. 

First Week

Well, we have made it over a week of being home with little Autumn.  Fortunately we had Grandma Andrea here to help us through.  With as tired as I have been this week with all her help, I'm scared to even think about what it would have been like without her. We are all so grateful for her help.  Not to mention how much fun it was for the kids to get to play with their Powell Grandparents. 

Here are some of my favorite photos of the week:  



I wonder what she was dreaming of.





Nothing better then a Grandma




Go Aggies!
The kids had so much fun with their grandparents.
  They had a football party, and slept over at the hotel with them.  They loved wearing out Grandpa Gary.



After lots of begging we finally let Hudson hold Autumn for the first time.
He is such a sweet older brother!



On Sunday we had to say goodbye to Grandma and Grandpa and no one was more sad to see them go then me.....except maybe Autumn. The kids had been so happy to have grandparents here they didn't pay a whole lot of attention to her.  Almost as soon as the Powell's walked out the door the kids attention focused on Autumn. They want to share their favorite blankets and toys with her, and give her lots of loves.

 She is going to be one tough little girl!

Autumn Jane Powell



Just an hour and a half past her due date.



Already a Daddy's Girl!




She is such a sleepy thing, we rarely get to see these pretty eyes.





Someone made and donated these blankets for all babies born on game days. It sure was a lucky day,
we even won the game.





Big brother and big sis were so excited to meet her and come bring us home!




Getting ready for the ride home.




Big fans of Mommy's magic bed. The buttons kept them entertained while we got ready to leave.



Baby Autumn had a present waiting for them......puddle jumping boots. They were so excited.



She is just sweet as can be and doing all the things she is supposed to.  She has a soft girly cry but we rarely get to hear it.  She couldn't be more perfect and we couldn't be happier to have her!!!

Any Day Now

So, this pregnancy expires before the milk in my fridge. The next time I post on this blog will definitely be pictures of our new little one. I thought I would post a few last photos of Autumn and I together before the big day.  Its crazy but I have to admit that a little part of me feels sad that this pregnancy is almost over. I'm not exactly sure why. I'm not going to miss the heart burn, the kicks to my ribs, or the sleeping with six, yes six, pillows in an effort to try and get comfortable. There is just something so special and spiritual about the whole thing that is hard to explain. Jake and I took a tour of the hospital a few days ago and seeing the other babies in the nursery has made me feel very ready though.  More then anything, I can not wait to see her and kiss her sweet little face.  The kids are getting very excited to see her as well.  The bags are packed and the nursery is all set up, so all that's left is just to wait. 

 The past few weeks Jake has been really busy with school, so we haven't been on as many adventures lately.  The warm weather has disappeared and we have had lots and lots of rain.  We have played at the park in the rain more then a few times and the kids have loved every minute of it.  Hudson is still loving pre school and his teacher tells me he is doing well and loves to share his insights with the class during their lessons.  I wonder if that is just a nice way of telling me he talks a lot. She seems to really like him though, but whats not to like?!? He is a great boy. He is also really enjoying his music class that he attends once a week.  Ellie is loving life and keeping us laughing every day. She thinks everyone in the world is her friend and says hi to every person she sees. I think her hair has finally stopped falling out to my relief. I was worried she was going to end up looking a little too much like her daddy :).  If I didn't mention is earlier her hair has been falling out the past few months due to a really high fever that required a trip to the ER. She doesn't seem to mind and is actually probably happy that it has gotten too thin for me to style, but this mommy has been pretty stressed about it.  As I mentioned earlier Jake has been really busy and the kids have missed him a lot. I think we just got spoiled having him around so much during the summer. He was busy then as well, but we were able to tag a long with him on most of his research trips. When he is home he is always good to have fun and play with them even though I know he is tired.  I got released from the primary and felt a little lost at church on Sunday without it, although I'm sure it will be fun to get to go to relief society as I get used to it. I've been called to the compassionate service board and I'm excited for the opportunity to do more service.  It will also be a much more convenient calling to do with a new baby.

I haven't been very good about taking pictures the past few weeks. But here are a couple of cute shots I got of the kids this morning. It will be fun to add some pictures of Autumn next time. Until then.......

School Days

I really could not figure out why everyone kept asking me if I was sad Hudson was going to school.  He has wanted to go ever since Jake went back to school a year ago.  I have been so excited for him to be able to go and have this experience, because I knew he was going to love it.  I was also excited that it meant that I would have two mornings a week that I could really focus on Ellie.  However, the night before I started to feel a little anxious, and when my little Hudson boy burst into my room very early the morning of his first day of school, I have to admit I felt like my heart was in my throut.  I felt pretty emotional all morning as we got him ready to go. He must have sensed my state of mind because he came up to me and put his arms around me and sang me the primary song "I often go walking". At that point I lost my strength and let big tears roll down my cheeks and soak into his yellow shirt.  Jake gave him a very special fathers blessing and he floated out the door to wait for the bus.  I don't know if I have ever seen him so excited. We waited anxiously for the bus to arrive and the only person who was sadder then I was as the bus drove away was Ellie.  She cried from the moment he got on the bus until it was out of sight.

    

I was anxious the entire time he was gone. I wasn't really worried about him, I knew he was fine. I just could not find enough things to do to fill the time until he came home. I watched the clock pretty close and once again Ellie was the only person happier then me to see his bus pull up. Of coarse he had a great time. He talked non stop for a while and told us all about his day. He loves his teacher and had fun with his new friends. Today he woke up just as early and just as excited to do it all over again.

It’s so strange to be excited and sad for your children at the same time. I love watching him learn and grow and achieve new things, but so often I feel like I am holding onto sand that just keeps falling through my fingers. I love him so much just as he is, but I know he can't stay little forever. He is such a wonderful sweet boy. The thought that someday he won’t want to hug me tight and sing me songs is enough to leave me sobbing on the couch. I'm so thankful for my Jake, because even as hard and exciting as it is to watch Hudson grow; I know as he does, he will have a wonderful example to show him how to be as good of a man as he is at being a little boy. I sure love my boys.

Goodbye August

This past week every time we get out to do something I find myself sad and wondering if it is the last time we will be doing it this year.  For example we went to the pool today and the water was so cold that Ellie cried when she jumped in. The kids spent more time wrapped in towels staring at the water then actually in it.  It really kills me that summer is fading away.  As pleasant and wonderful fall is, I just hate to see summer go.  Thankfully the weather held off long enough to let us have one last summer camp out.  We had such a great time.  And let me just say that when you are camping with Hudson and Ellie the bears are the ones who are scared in the woods.

A child after my own heart.  Hudson loved finding things he could burn in the fire. We roasted hot dogs and Jake taught him how to roast (or burn) a marshmello on his own. 

Spending time in PA's woods we have learned a few new customs. For example' as Jake has been in and out of a lot of camp site's he has noticed that very often the dinner of choice is a sandwich you toast over the fire.  He made the mistake of finally asking someone what they were cooking and his question was met with pure disgust. "What you aint never had no Mountain Pie before", the man answered him. "You aint never been camping, if you aint never had no Mountain Pie".  Apparently it is something as well known as a smore out here; so to save any other ignorant people such as ourselves the embarrassment, let me tell you, a Mountain pie is two slices of bread with pizza sauce and a slice a cheese that is toasted over the fire.  We still have not tried it, so I guess we have yet to actually camp out here.


Ellie is rarely awake after dark, so she was super impressed to see "the night". 
She loved seeing all the bright stars and the moon. We were planning on letting them stay up pretty late to enjoy the fire and the night, but they were so excited to sleep in the tent they kept asking us if they could go to bed.



At first Ellie was pretty scared of the fire and would only stop crying if she was snuggled on my lap far from the flames.  It was nice to get the snuggles but I was really happy that she did finaly get over her fear and
"warm up to it"!

One thing that has really surprised me as we have camped out here is how noisy it is at night due to the density of the forest. There are so many more chattering bugs then what we were used to in Utah. The sound at night is almost hypnotic and defining. Thank goodness you can only hear them and can’t see them!

                                                                     The Grange Fair
We also, took a trip to the centre county fair, also known as the Grange fair. It is known as "the nations most unique fair." It was quite a lot like every other fair I have ever been to except, it was a lot bigger, and it has "a city inside a town". Thousands of people move into tents on the fair grounds and live there for about two weeks. These aren’t camping tents with sleeping bags and cots, people actually bring their own beds, couches, dressers and many other comforts from home. They give out awards for the best decorated tents and it is really quite a site to see. The tent plots are handed down generation to generation and are completely impossible to get. From what I understand there is a hundred year waiting list to get one.

We certainly enjoyed the familiar fair activities with carnival rides and adorable live stalk. Ellie was as excited as can be to tell us about every animal she saw. We sampled some fine fair cuisine including deep friend country pie with ice cream, and deep fried oreo's. Both were delicious! The kids got to ride some little carnival rides and thought it was pretty wonderful. We also, got to watch a pretty amazing tractor pull competition and Hudson and Jake got their fill of loud engines and diesel smoke. It really was a fantastic night!

Tomorrow is the first day of Sept. and also Hudson's first day of school.  I guess Summer is over!

It sure has been a wonderful one!